Jodie Whittaker The Doctor said ‘goodbyes are only sad because what was before was so special’ this is so true son xx

A Poem I wrote for written for our truely amazing son, Anthony As I sit watching the clouds drift by All I want is to have you by my side The space in my heart will never be filled The tears on my face drift and become chilled The emptiness of grief for the loss of a child Leaves you heart crumbled out of sight The corners of my mind empty, the future memories gone The outlook is so dark and baron How can I carry on, missing one? Our love for our rainbow baby hasn’t gone Tears cascade down, like a tsunami Slowly rolling like a military army Future paths have been denied From the moment you past and died Relationships, loves, family and friends Are a past memory, no future transcends Our Son, brother, grandson, and nephew We love you more than you knew Flowers is all we can give you now Heartache forever and the question why and how? The feeling swimming around my mind To cry, to scream, or laughter which sign The feeling of being disloyal or permission to smile This feels so far away and will take awhile Time hasn’t healed any of our pain I hide my tears when I hear your name So, every night tucked up in bed I feel my fears There are always millions of silent tears

My nephew was one in a million I miss him so much even with everything you were going through you always had a smile and a sense of humour. I will never forget all we did together especially the time you put awful tasting jelly beans in the tub that said they were normal flavours and the time your dad was taking me backwards up the steps from your house and he bumped me up one and I landed on the floor you came running out to me but all we could do was laugh .Aj I miss you so much I just wish you was still here with us not taken away so suddenly I will never forget you and for eternity I will always love you sleep tight my big lad u till I meet you again xxx